My Life. My Blog.

Patience is an effort - punchy is easy. Is this true for anyone else? At work I have so many things on the go … I’m bouncing from fire to fire to fire … I feel like I don’t have time to think … I react … I’m reactive and not proactive. It's exhausting. I feel overwhelmed. I don’t like this state of being. I’m usually good at navigating chaos … Seeing what I need, asking the questions that help me prioritize, help me problem solve … I’m unsure if AI is compounding this probl

Like most of the world - I am right handed. I am also right dominant … I hit harder with my forehand, paddle harder on the right and I feel all the tension, soreness and weight on the right side of my body. My left side is strong - I work both sides consistently but when things are hard or I have to dig - the right side takes the brunt. In fairness … When I’ve gone for a massage - I’ve been told my left side is tighter - which means my right side just communicates louder! My

Someone I love recently annoyed me. They thoroughly pissed me off actually. I was angry at them and then angry at myself for being angry at them. That’s the worst kind of anger. They behaved as they always did … I was angry because it wasn’t what I needed. The gap … well … the gap between who I need and who they are … that’s where disappointment, frustration and anger form. I needed help and they couldn’t or wouldn’t offer it. Well - that’s my point of view. It’s possible